Life

I have had different thoughts on the ability to talk to or at least listen to the dead. Most of my conversations have been with spirits of relatives, some come through, those that I don't hear I wonder why. When they have something to say to me or want me to listen, then I guess that is when I hear them. I have had sensations about going into certain places, like something is watching or that something or someone is beside me. I do get the bumps on my arm's, a chill in the air, but to talk to them, well that is difficult to do. In my youth I had two near death experiences, the type that almost comes to a deadly end. At play with my friends, I was around 10 or 11, we were running away from each other and were playing on this flat roof top that was like a garage underneath. It was about three stories high and I fell backwards landing only inches from a piece of farm equipment that leaves rows in the soil for planting, coincidence, don't really know, but something or someone prevented me from falling on it and spiking myself to death. On a second occasion, I was riding my bicycle with friends, I was around 12, we were passing over a bridge that trains underneath traveled on. We were watching a train and when it passed we got on our bikes to leave. I lost control of my bike and fell over into oncoming car traffic, it nearly ran my head over. It was so close the driver stopped and got out of his car thinking he ran me over, but again something or someone prevented me from getting killed. I have thought about these incidents in my life and wondered how I survived. I believe a guardian angel, spirit, God, something prevented that.
I have since been sensitive to spirits, I don't see them, I just feel them and hear them.